“The death of expectation was one of the hardest pills to swallow. Jen had fallen in love with her imaginary life — a beautiful and intelligent young woman, taking on the Middle East alone, learning what mattered along the way. Each day teeming with new people, places, and possibility.
Her life was supposed to be an apothecary of carefully collected worldly trinkets, hearty dinner-party laughter, intriguing conversation, mysterious glances across a crowded cocktail reception — second and third glasses of wine by candlelight, and a cup of fresh mint tea waiting for her guests upon arrival.
She had the objects to prove it. A poster and woven basket from Marrakech. A set of four tea glasses from Istanbul. Yet they sat, perfectly arranged, collecting dust in her Ethan Allen china cabinet. There were no dinner parties. No wine. No guests. And no mint tea.”